Friday, April 17, 2015

"Me"

I am Not me anymore..
I am what I thought I was Not
Am I a reflection of what He wanted to see..
Am I what She thought I would be..
Am I what They said I will be..
I am Not me anymore..
I am what I thought I was Not.

So I wake up one morning and see myself dead in the corner of the room,
I clean all the stains and wipe the room,
I wore a black dress that day to mourn, I remember

I am Not me anymore..
I am what I thought I was Not.

He said he see his world in her eyes
She wonder, 'where would I find mine.'
He said he loved to see her smile
She wonder when did that happen last time.. (last summer perhaps)

I am Not me anymore
I am what I thought I was Not.

They talked about the weather, the sun, the wind,
They discussed what they liked and what they didn't,
They spoke about everything but not the girl that disappeared without a clue.

I am Not me anymore
I am what I thought I was Not.

So He found another pair of eyes to see his world,
And I guess They found a better topic to discuss than her,
The world moved on so did I

I am Not me anymore
I am what I thought I was Not.

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Thursday, April 9, 2015

War of my life..

Im a loser even wen i will win.. i am the one who is being murdered and I am the one who will kill..
I am in a war with myself..

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Wednesday, April 8, 2015

I will never..

I cried between the goodnights and goodmornings but I will never let you know..
Between the giggles and the laughs I hid my uncontrollable sobs but I will never let you know..
"I am ok, Believe me I am fine", I was walking on a blade with a grenade but I will never let you know..
You ripped my heart apart and yet I'll let you walk past without a sigh because I will never let you know..

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The Diary of Belief..

I believe that each creature on this earth has been given the same amount of strength, God cannot be baised with a specific set of species, He isn't that bad, we humanbeings aren't that good!
He gave a Tiger strength in his jaws, He gave a Rabbit strength in his little feet, He gave a Bird strength in her wings, He gave a Blind man strength to Feel, He gave a baby strength to learn.. and so on..
He gave Men physical strength and gave Women Emotional/Mental strength.. Give a man a wall to break, he will, give him a crying baby.. He will fail! Give a woman a jammed can to open, she will give up, give her a cheating husband, she won't give up..
What I believe is we all have the same amount strength, but it different forms it's just some utilize it, while some spend their lives complaining that they have nothing..

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Tuesday, April 7, 2015

Sleepless..

Too many questions on my mind.. nobody is here to answer.. nor will I ever ask..

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"Me"

I am Not me anymore.. I am what I thought I was Not Am I a reflection of what He wanted to see.. Am I what She thought I would be.. Am I...