Saturday, April 26, 2014

Finally !

qooo INR
15 days Preparation
6 hrs
.... Finally !!

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This one for the careless, the risk-takers!

it is being saidthat you can tame a lion but you can't imprison A Rebellious spirit ... I heard it but today i believe it.
The Rebellious spirit... this one is for you! for being in chains all the time, everywhere but still never stopped dreaming. for being a heck of a person that you are & never listening to the Rules / the norms / the dos and donts of normal life.

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Saturday, April 19, 2014

Trying to live a normal life amidst Sophisticated lies and tailored truths..

It seems my mind is about to burst open.. but hold on.. I can't probably let that happen, what if somebody gets to see through my mind and get to know all the nitty gritty things that I have been hiding inside this little clumsy mind of mine?!! What if somebody gets hold of the reason of the pain that I hide behind these giggles, what if somebody gets to know of the all the fake smiles that I keep falshing every now and then?! What if.. ... .. no no.. I need to pick up every piece and continue to fight with all my broken weapons..

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Monday, April 7, 2014

That one missing piece of my Peace of mind..

There ia nothing technically that I would call is missing from my life, for a 20something girl I am by far doing good. But.. there is something.. something that I don't even know.. but I am sure there is something missing in life.

I eat.
I sleep.
I go to office.
I laugh.
I have wonderful pets.
But.. .. again... that Something.. sonething that I haven't been able to figurw out well but It's there inside me. That hollow space, that emptiness, the never ending gloom that envelops me at odd times and makes me feel like A Fish out of water.
I took it as something stupid like pms!! Or just a mood swing but.. .. no.. it isn't that.. Although I am breathing but I feel so numb, so lifeless.. and all this for no particular reason. I don't know when will I get over with it.. but it has been a horribly long time. I am literally crossing each day, never knowing what am I waiting for.. perhaps waiting for this gloom to end. It's been roughly five months..

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Friday, April 4, 2014

Grant me strength..

Suddeny I felt a lump in my throat, suddenly I felt my lips becoming dry, suddenly I felt a strange and fierce aggression inside.. A strange force.. There was something very destructive in that force.. For a moment I wanted to do something Destructive, smashing, banging, letting out a groan, something.. I realized that this force is gradually increasing day by day, I don't really know if this is the inner frustration that is now trying to find out a vent to come out or is it because I have been trying to bury inside me the pain for quite a long time.
I have no clue..

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I am Not me anymore.. I am what I thought I was Not Am I a reflection of what He wanted to see.. Am I what She thought I would be.. Am I...