Monday, December 31, 2012

Mesh of memories..

Amidst all the claims and fore-castings, the earth has continued to walk past all the hurdles and prove that The World will not end, or Atleast for that matter Has Not ended! The sun is still rising in east, the World still goes round and for those who love adventure.. Sorry darlings but everything is Normal!!
While stepping into the last week of the year, unlike many, I am filled with inexplicable gloom.. Its not that I am not excited about the so called New Year, but its just the way I feel.. I become a little nostalgic and start recalling the entire year, the happy times, the sad ones, the moments that shall fade away, but never completely. As the book of life turns one more page I love to go through the old pages, just to catch the glimpse, just like when you are leaving for a long journey you turn back to your loved ones one more time, no matter even if you have been gazing at them for hours! Well.. As they say, "For old times sake" tonight I will spend the night thinking about 'Good Old things..'

P.S. Don't Know why But I am singing, "Are you lonesome tonight.." By Elvis Presly..

Sunday, December 23, 2012

12.12.12.. The world didn't end but.. Humanity has.

After much hullabaloo of the World ending on 12.12.12, later on 21.12.12, our mother earth finally manage to lead a normal, uninterrupted life but I believe the world doesn't need some extra-terrestrial being or any explosion to end. It ends the moment any human being is denied the right to life, the moment somebody is treated in a brutal manner, it dies.. It dies an unnatural death, a painful death, a death that is hidden from our eyes that is blindfolded with the brutality, inhumanity..
The world has died, its Just Breathing now.

A three-year-old girl was raped in a play-school in West Delhi, prompting the Delhi government on Friday to ask the police to take stringent action against its principal.

The child was allegedly raped by the husband of the owner of the school on Monday in west Delhi's Sagarpur area, and the incident came to light two days later, police said.
After the incident, the victim got ill and her family members admitted her in a hospital where doctors informed them that she has been raped.

New Delhi: Even as the country seethes with anger and demands justice for the 23-year-old victim of gangrape in Delhi, doctors say that her condition has worsened. According to Dr BD Athani, Medical Superintendent of Safdarjung Hospital, she has been put on ventilator again as she is facing respiratory problems.The victim had been given some juice on Saturday evening and had been taken off the ventilator for over 36 hours. The doctors also tried to take her off the bed and make her take a few steps. Doctors say the young paramedic student was made to get up from her bed and take a few steps. Doctors say they would continue with the exercise. However, there is still some time before she actually starts walking on her own.Doctors had also said they are keeping the patient on high doses of antibiotics and high standards of hygiene - two important factors for preventing infection.
savage rape and torture occurred on Sunday night, when the woman and her male friend boarded a private bus in south Delhi. The woman was brutally and repeatedly assaulted by six men. Her male friend, who tried to save her, was also beaten up by the rapists. Both the girl and her friend were stripped and dumped by the roadside near the domestic airport, after the nearly 40-minute ordeal in a moving bus, that passed unchallenged through five different police check points while the ghastly act was underway.

Saturday, December 15, 2012


So many things are going in my mind all at once, its almost like being stuck in the middle of a horrible traffic jam, you are surrounded by too many things, things you can't avoid but that won't even let you pass by that easily!
My poor mind is doin' over-time duty these days! Today I woke with so many thoughts running in my mind that I felt as if I haven't slept at all.I need to calm down, I am trying to calm down, did little cooking to ease the nerves but I thing it hadn't helped much. Thank God its Sunday tomorrow!! Need something to ease me.. 

One good thing about music, when it hits you, you feel no pain..

Friday, December 14, 2012

I am scared...

No.. Please no.. Its so hard to get off with few things in life and just when you thought you were through with it, it punches you.. punches you hard.. God.. please.. I am not at all prepared for all this.. Its so difficult.

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

5th December, 2012

No office tomorrow so after few tosses I finally decided that I wanted to watch a movie and not read the novel tonight!!So there was this flick that I just saw, its called 'Ruby Sparks', nice light romantic film, sort of My-Types!! There was something in this film that kind of urged me to right just now (at this odd hour, Man its almost midnight..). Well I ask myself would it be a boon or a bane to have somebody just as You want that person to be.. How would it be? Picture this, you have a guy/girl just the way You wanted, he/she does everything You wish, I know it sounds fun and sort of alluring but do you think it would work in the long run? Wouldn't it look like living with a dummy.. Don’t know what would that really be but hell yea it would be so monotonous..
And by the way I just loved the ending lines.. .. .. Specially the line, "She came to me wholly herself, I was just lucky enough to catch her."


I am Not me anymore.. I am what I thought I was Not Am I a reflection of what He wanted to see.. Am I what She thought I would be.. Am I...