Saturday, May 12, 2012

Somebody leave me here to bleed..

There are many types of pains in life, pain of hatred, pain of love, pain of agony,pain of 

separation.. There is no device to find the exact amount or quantity of pain one feels and 

believe me thats in itself is a pain.. There are moments when your heart is breaking with pain 

but when somebody asks you then you make an excellent brave face and fake it out.. But sometimes 

there are moments when you don't want to make a brave face and just want to let it go, you want 

to cry your heart out, sob like a child, you need no consolation, no shoulder to rest and no hand 

to wipe your tears.. All you want is to be left to cry, leave your heart here to bleed.. You find 

solace in mourning, you find peace in pain.. 

A different journey..

this journey is different from other, unlike other journeys where everyone went together and came back Together, in this journey our group grew smaller and smaller with every stop. I am not sure why I undertook this journey, may be because I was afraid to leave first? May be because I wanted people like me to be around me for some more time? Or may be I was trying to prove something all the while.. Was I was doing all this for my own selfish interest? Or for some old time's sake?
 Whatever it was, once again the journey has come to an end leaving some pain and lots of memories and Wisdom.. I conclude my journey as a successful one if I gain some wisdom towards its end.. This time I learnt, its sad to leave early but its painful to see people you love leaving infront of you..


I am Not me anymore.. I am what I thought I was Not Am I a reflection of what He wanted to see.. Am I what She thought I would be.. Am I...